Its you whom I see, my son,
In every being that I care for...
Its you whom I feel
In every touch that I long for...
Its you whom I hear
In every rhythm that I dance for.....
Its your tenderness that I smell
In every fragrance that I yearn for....
Its your naivety that I see
In every word of harshness that I pain for....
I have not borne you my son, not yet,
But you are my reason to live for......
And its you who has made this world a better place for me to live for......
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
what am I doing??
A final project report due at 12 in the nite......the clock is striking 4.54PM.........1/3rd of the report still to be done....and here I am writing my first blog......probably...no definitely this is one more manifestation of my innate nature of doing whatever I feel like doing then and there rather than restricting my urges....like i registered with Blogspot yest nite at 2.30AM just because I felt like doing so !!!......
ok...so now i have a medium to put down my thoughts....i have forced some time out of my schedule to write.......now what to write??
do i put down a disclaimer first for the sake of those people who might actually stumble upon my blog space and read some of the most pathetically phrased blogs with a shade of my egotism??
why am i writing this in the first place??probably this is just one more attempt on my part to move closer to myself.......
writing a blog at this instant seems quiet stupid though with my course grade at stake......but does this really matter??do i even know the answer to this question of mine??do i really know what really matters to me and what does not??why am i not able to answer this question??at a 20+ age should i not be knowing myself??
what is the meaning of truly knowing one-self??Is it knowing to do things that are good for you in the long run - like completing my project report now or is it doing things that give you the much wanted intellectual and emotional satisfaction??how do i really evaluate what i really want??If i have chosen to write this piece of blog right now why does a fraction of my brain go back to my project report due tonite??
why do i always feel this sense of duality??is it the same with everyone?????????????
ok...so now i have a medium to put down my thoughts....i have forced some time out of my schedule to write.......now what to write??
do i put down a disclaimer first for the sake of those people who might actually stumble upon my blog space and read some of the most pathetically phrased blogs with a shade of my egotism??
why am i writing this in the first place??probably this is just one more attempt on my part to move closer to myself.......
writing a blog at this instant seems quiet stupid though with my course grade at stake......but does this really matter??do i even know the answer to this question of mine??do i really know what really matters to me and what does not??why am i not able to answer this question??at a 20+ age should i not be knowing myself??
what is the meaning of truly knowing one-self??Is it knowing to do things that are good for you in the long run - like completing my project report now or is it doing things that give you the much wanted intellectual and emotional satisfaction??how do i really evaluate what i really want??If i have chosen to write this piece of blog right now why does a fraction of my brain go back to my project report due tonite??
why do i always feel this sense of duality??is it the same with everyone?????????????
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