Friday, September 12, 2008

I thought it would..but it dint....

I thought it would matter a lot to me and I would be on cloud nine when I hear those words....But surprisingly so it happened today.....But I just dint react the way I thought I would....There was no gush of excitement..no new air of boosted confidence about me..there was just nothing....Maybe the only thing that actually made me smile were those few minutes over the phone with my mom with her sounding all excited about the news that I just broke to her....It gave me a sense of contentment....A sense of satisfaction that I made my parents happy today...Though I have heard her all excited about things that I have told her a lot many number of times, those times were different...At those times even I was ebbing with excitement..but not today...today IT JUST DID NOT MATTER.....

And for those of you who have wasted your precious time reading my blog and wondering what I am speaking about; somethings are better left unsaid....